New Poem.

 Batein...

Batein tumhari, lag ti hai pyari 

Sasein meri atki hai , palkon pe tumhari

Dhadkan mein bhi teri ahat hai,

Khawabo mein bhi teri hi chahat hai.

Tere liye hi, dhadke dil mera.

Dil ke darwaze pe naam hai tera.

Sun liya hai maine dil ka yeh kehna

Tu hai meri Jaane jaana.

Choon ke mujhe teri zulfein kabhi

Le chal mujhe apni rahoon mein abhi

Kuch pal se mujhko yeah lagta hai

Zindagi ki rahon mein ho tera hi saath

Sason mein ho bas ehsaas tere

Har soch mein ho jazbaat  tere

Ho koi bhi manzil, Ya ho koi rehguzar

Har pal saath tuhi ho humsafar

Chaahe Jaaun mein kahin bhi

Khushboo banke in Fizaon mein

ho tum  saath mere.

Tum ho bekhabar,

Par mera dil hai yeah jaanta

Khoya hoon  mein  tum me hi kahin,

Tum hi ho dilnasheen.

Somtimes you just feel like quitting the race.

updates.

"O fish, ten minutes late already. Add to that brushing teeths and wearing clothes, that is ten more. so in a whole will be twenty late"
"jaun ki nahi. chalo aaj ek or class bunk mar dete hain."
And back to blanket again.

Imagining life interms of economics

After joining the department of Biological Sciences. Some phrases are very common. "ATP is the energy currency of the cell" that is something you hear very often.

Many a times in life you don't know what lies in ahead.

holidays over

Another fine day in fact fine morning was into action. What could be more breathtaking then fiddling with your cam capturing the beautiful sunrise. I exactly don't remember when I visualized it last time. People who said getting up early is a good habit are actually right, such a wonderful picaresque scenario in the morning could make anyone's day. For nocturnal kinds like me the only way to get this kind of pleasure is to get a new Chetan Bhagat Novel every night and a Wills Classic. Though the latter is quite get-able the former is too much left to the author whims moreover his pleasure. Last night three of us started with the same book and while the other two passed a mid way in the story I managed to get it done at one go nonstop. Revolution 2020 was a unputdownable book. Gopal was a god man indeed. The only disappointing thing the story had was the way he had to give up his girl and Chetan Bhagat could have made in a better. At least a chick from the college was a better option then call girls.

With all these thoughts going over my head and after having that refreshing shower sprinkling the tiny water droplets forcefully at your torso, it was time for a sleep, though short it was necessary or else I would be thrown out of the class yet again for yawning.The sight of the flat was pretty surprising; people were missing classes for reading the book. Addictive it is I thought.

It was time to rush for college, hence put I on the black, queen t-shirt, tucked up the classic packet in the jeans, wallet and goggles and I was ready to shoot for college. Back in the class, even though it as the reopening of the college after the dusshera breaks but people instead of being busy discussing holidays and places they went partying, were busy discussing how much marks they would get in the midsems. Some were bickering about how they could have done it better had they been given an extra day.

Naina “Ronnie how was the kerela trip? Did you catch up with any new chick there?”

“No yaar, this time it was pure holiday, no distractions, hmmm…. Well the sunsets and scenery was more engrossing then chicks.” Said Ronnie.

“So what did you bring for me?”

“Nature captured on my vision. Wanna share it you will have to look inside.”

“Hmm… stop it you flirt.” Naina said snatching away the camera from Ronnie. She went by the window and sat glancing at the breathtaking views of Kerela tour. Ronnie followed her to the window-side bench. Started showing her the best shots he had taken. Seeing them made me feel they were not just friends. Whatever it was, they made a nice couple.

Reo shouted “Guys get ready for getting the Micro-bio marks”

“I wish it was forgetting the microbio marks” said anisha with a frown on her face.

“Guys mam is late I think.” I said. “I think I should go and find out whether she is coming or not.” I said leaving to mam’s room. Her office was locked so I went to her lab that was locked. Finally one of her research student said that she is on a holiday till next Monday.

“Guys we have a holiday of the microbio classes till next Monday.” And the whole class went into cheers and noise mode. Ronnie snatched his camera back from Naina’s silky hands.

“Ronnie give it back I want to check those pics out.”

“I will show you everything but not here come with me we will go somewhere cooler.” Said Ronnie. Probably he was hinting to get some solitude with her. I don’t know what Naina felt for him, but I knew for sure what Ronnie had for Naina.

“I bet he is taking her CCD.” Said Rakesh, He was doing his favorite pass time which was betting who is going with whom and where.

“I am also with you” I said. No one dared to bet against him. Somehow he had developed a wonderful sense of understanding people in relationship or pre-relationship. He even had a reputation of predicting when people get into relationships and when they break up.

“Naina are you coming, I think I will catch a coffee at CCD and get back for the biophysics class.”

“Hmm….. so that is your come back treat is it?”

THE RAINY NIGHT

It was a tiring day.After a jam packed session of classes, practical and assignments, sitting at the dinner table, looking at the fine drizzle outside, I thought it was the perfect time to go on a lonely ride at late night. So I thought I would quickly slip out as I finish my dinner and check out how the city looks in a drizzling night. so as soon as I finished my dinner with my earphones plugged in started for my scooty. reached to the parking lot. quickly checking out that no one sees me going out I plugged in the keys and it gave a silent start and I started to move out stealthily from the college campus. Once on road the feeling was wonderful.

The small droplets falling on the face made me feel as if i was in a cold steam bath. Driving faster and braking seemed exciting with friction being reduced by the liquid on the on the road the skidding effect gave me a thrill. Driving past Acharya Vihar I reached up to the regional institute of education.The time was nearly. 11:30 of course need not mention pm. with the time.

I don't know what happened to me just had a feeling that I should leave the scooty and walk some distance. The silence of the night broken by the light drizzle of the small droplets falling on manicured road seemed so melodious. i just removed my helmet and started to take the feel of the droplets. There was a tinkling sound. At first i couldn't judge what that was. Moreover I was busy observing the the effect of the droplets in the background of the street lights. The way the wind blew the small droplets in a direction and then suddenly changing the direction the next moment. The next moment I saw a faint figure in the distance coming from the dark lanes. I didn't care to look in that direction for more then a moment. But then something a strange thing happened. The figure started moving towards me or may be I was just misinterpreting. But as the figure was becoming clearer I was able to see a beautiful face. The nice fair face with those dimple cheeks and eye brows perfectly lined. only word I could think was WOW. She continued walking towards me and just two meters away from me extending her umbrella towards me She spoke in flawless English " Hey crazy guy you will fall sick Don't get wet." I couldn't believe my ears, for two reason, what is the probability that you go out in a city like Bhubaneshwar in a rainy day and find a girl speaking to you in English that with a wonderful accent and second probability of finding a stranger who cares for a guy on road not mistaking him for a bad guy.....

While i was pondering over these thoughts,I heard her speak again " hey i am speaking to you" this time she was closer to me.

Well have you ever tried to enjoy the rain was my immediate response to her. She spoke again, " I have had the experience of snow in the north eastern hills and rain doesn't thrill me". Then try it once i said putting aside her umbrella. i could see her struggling to keep her umbrella onto her but finally she gave up. I felt a sudden excitement.

"see you got me wet and if I fall sick you will the one to be blamed." she said

" I am ready to take that blame provided you fall sick" I said constantly fixing my gaze on her. I could see her getting uncomfortable, to make the situation more amicable i quickly removed my gaze.

" what are you doing so late at this place" she asked. While I was thinking it should have been me who should have asked the same question and she should have been on the other side answering it.

" just like that I was stressed out and thought this was the perfect way of releasing the stress" I said and further adding to it " well what are you doing so late outside"

she said " Well some of my friends and I had been to dawat for dinner while other came back i had to buy something's so i stayed back and it got late as I couldn't find a Auto so had to walk from the rupali chack to this side". I just looked down to notice the panda lifestyle pack she was carrying.

" Where do you stay ?" was my next question and she answered "at the RIE hostel." She said " see i have to get to my hostel quickly and i can't stay here talking you in the middle of night any more.". " would you mind if i give you a company till your hostel" I said ( expecting her to say why should you bother).But with a surprising look she said " sure". I took the chance and in the middle of night I was walking with a beautiful girl in the rainy night i was thinking what could have been more a better way then this to release stress. Then she asked me where do you study. I said NISER. She mistook it for some African country. "OK then you are on a vacation" . I said " no i read in National Institute Of Science Education and Research" with a surprising look she seemed to be baffled with the what i said. I thought may be in the north east there are a very few people knowing about NISER. I said it is a research institute. and she gave a not interested look. I understood this was the time to change the topic.

For the sake of talking " I asked her about what she was studying at RIE.?" She said she was studying arts and I could understand the reason why she couldn't make out what I was saying when I said I was studying at NISER. She said how she was enjoying her course and how literature offers a lot to imagine. For a moment I thought it would have been better to study arts then studying about DELTA and EPSILON, REAL ANALYSIS .

As we kept walking towards her hostel we talked about the our lives at college while she had a lot to tell I couldn't go beyond my labs and advanced scientific stuffs which she definitely didn't enjoy. for a moment i thought how boring it must have been for other people that I had spoken to before who were not into science. Then finally we reached nearby t their hostel and I could see that she wanted to me to tell something but she wasn't able to. I mean she wanted to tell me that " I think you should leave or else if the guards find me out then it will be big trouble." I could make this out from her expression she made looking towards the gate. She stopped for a moment. I too stopped, Then she finally said " So, I don't think you are coming with me to the hostel? Are you?" Feeling a little bit embarrassed " Obviously I can't, for had it been you house or flat I wouldn't have cared but ....... hey would you mind if I hugged you". I was prepared to take the slap and i didn't want to see a beautiful girl raising her slender arms with a beautiful sandal on her hand slamming it directly onto my face. So i closed my eyes waiting for the response. Waited for a second or two " thinking common hit me " Then I opened my eyes. and she was still standing there. trying to make out what I was actually doing as it was dark she couldn't see me closing my eyes. Just as I looked at her and before i could comprehend what was going on she started moving towards me and Thought this is it she is going to punch me on my face but she just hugged me and pecked me on my cheeks and said " Good Night , I got to go ,it is late" and disappeared into the hostel gate even before I could said her good night.

Now she was gone I started tracing back my path to reach my scooty thinking of the events that happened in the last half an hour. I just kept thinking who she was and what made her so affectionate towards me. The way she spoke, the way she smiled and the way she hugged me. I kept thinking whether it was hallucination or for real. Obviously I wasn't drunk neither was I drugged but the way the things happened it was hard to believe. As I reached the scooty plugging in my earphones and putting the keys into the scooty ignition socket. I thought of the blunder I committed I met a girl, a beautiful girl and forgot to ask her name, her phone number, may be in which year she was. And a lot of other question about which I was inquisitive. I just checked my watch it was nearing 1 and I had to hurry to the hostel and then quietly jump over the gate so as not to bother the gate keeper and make it through to the my room. So I drove as fast as i could but to my amazement today the gatekeeper was awake so had to jump through the otherside of the gate and reach my room in D4. May be this was one among the best days (Nights) I spent at Bhubaneshwar.